Hurt

It hurts me when you hurt.
It hurts me more when you are hurting, over her.
Dont I make you hurt the way she makes you hurt?
If I meant, or if I mean so much..
Why didnt it hurt you to leave me?
Im still trying to find the words to say to you..
How am I supposed to tell you, that I only wish for your happiness.
Yet Id love for you to be hurting, because of me.
Nothing is alright.
A hole in my heart, where your love used to be..
Look what you did to me..
Im always in pain.
Im always in tears.
My family and friends complain that Im not me no more.
Im aching, not breathing, I feel like Im dying, it was breif, but I loved, and continue to love you, with everything I have, and all that I am.
I thought you felt the same.
and I still hope, when you think of me, you realise what you gave up.
I wish that youd come to your senses, and start to feel the burning sensation of pain that you gave to me.
Why cant you just fucking feel how terrible you are making me feel?
Why the fuck can you NOT understand how much I am breaking?
I want to be mad at you.
Maybe if I was angry with you, itd hurt less.
But I cant be mad at you, if I tried.
and believe me I have.
I love you too much to walk away.
If for now, being your friend, listening to whats hurting you, even though it all hurts me, is what I have to do to be close with you..as close as I can.
Than fuck my broken heart.
Miracles can happen.
I just cant wait to find out if youll be my miracle..once again.