DemolishedHeart

How does one person feel nothing and everything all at the same time?  The pounding of a broken heart in pieces on a broken floor, I thank only but you. I sit here aimlessly, and I try harder than you'll ever know, to remember how it feels. . How it feels to hold, to kiss, to love, to need. . . But I seemingly cannot.  That is what you did to me. I let you do it to me. Since you drifted miles away, no matter how strongly my heart beats, I feel but numb. Darkness takes over my vision, my soul. Yet far in the distance, I feel your presence. Soon enough I see you clear as day. .  You reach out your arm, and in the palm of your hand I see

Suffering Girl Oh sweet innocence, drowned in a world of raw pain. Where you love, and love. Where you give, and give. But you never gain. A beautiful soul, living in a tortured body. Where they fix, and fix. So you breathe, and breathe. But you're still disembodied. In a cold cold world, my suffering girl, you found freedom. Though we're all heart broken. We know you're now flying. Goodbye, goodbye. Suffering girl. Oh dear purity, thrown in the largest fire. Where you burn, and burn. Where you run, and run. For everything you desire. A golden heart, thrown into the depths of earth. Where its hidden, and hidden. And we're all

Make wrong choices. Can't hear the voices. Chugging back to forget. Later left to regret. You say that you care. Try to always be here. You take two steps back. For this, you have a knack. It reaches your heart. Your beat starts to hurry. You're calling me up. Can't help it but worry. Then you do it again. No second glance. Take another shot. Do the next man. You expect sympathy. When you're crying 'Poor Me' You're a lost cause. And I'm losing a friend.

Ten things I hate about YOU; I hate the way you lied, every time you looked me in the eye. I hate the way you made me feel unstoppable, and now nothing but terrible. I hate how you made leaving me, so absolutely easy. I hate how you used to call me amazing, now thats her nickname. I hate that I find breathing hard, and that it hurts my heart. I hate that I still cry, when you dont even try. I hate your way of loving her, instead of loving me. I hate your reasons for leaving me, and loving her. I hate myself, for every tear I cry. I hate myself, because I dont hate you.

Oh, sweet, sweet jealousy. What it is you do to me. A blood curdling scream built up inside. My eyes squint, that, I try to hide. My breathing, it quickens. And my head, its spinning. Tears of pure envy are held back inside me. Envy is weakness, envy is weakness.

The feel of your touch. The way you spoke my name. How I was truly happy. I am slowly forgetting how it feels. How it feels to be near you. One days too many since I last saw your smile. Since you last hugged me 'goodbye..' What I would do to have you look me in the eyes. For you to smile and say to me 'Hi' What I would do to feel that comforting happiness. As you put your arms around me. I am not ready to forget. I am not ready to go on. I am not ready to love another. Don't leave me in a path of forgetting.

That's when she told me everything; She gave me her heart, and her soul that morning. Whispering 'I love you, I've been waiting for this' As I kiss up her neck, to her lips. I gave into what felt right, which is giving her my love. Even though it couldn't last, deep down I do love her. I suppose it was my way of showing her that I do. Once all was said and done, I had to forget it all. It's not fair to the both of us, we're too young to experience a love so strong. I know she could see it in my eyes, she could see the love; She could also see, it was only temporary, I love her, but we aren't meant to be. I woke up next to the love

Trapped, running in circles. Banging on all the walls. I've never felt so alone. Feeling like Im going crazy. The way my heart is beating. The way I clench onto my stomach. I fall to the ground and stare up. I see a world. A world full of opportunities, beauty, love.. I look down, and all my stitches come undone. I lay in pieces on the floor. More helpless and pathetic than before. How do I reach the sky? A strong force is keeping me down. My only friend now, is Misery. But she's more of an enemy. I find myself crying all the time. Scratching the floors, as I try to breathe. I'll be waiting.. Waiting for the day to come, wh

The moment you walked away, I watched you drag the love right out of me. Like my entire life, flashed before my eyes; I saw only the sweet endearments shared with you. My knees, as well as my heart, fell to the ground. Shattered, and completely scattered. If only I could scribble some beautiful combination of words, something so simple yet profound, perhaps..a metaphor. But you, you are the only metaphor I know. You show me the way, night and day. You are my guide, my guardian angel; the thing I think before I act. If you could only clear your path of denial, and self convincing. Put on your reading glasses, and read between the

Before sweet slumber; I stare out the window. I look up through the trees. To the stars, I say aloud. "I hope you hear my words tonight; Though you're far away, I love you. And if I were in your presence, I would hold you tight. I wish you could hear me right now; I take back telling you 'Im sorry, for ever loving you' For the only thing I am truly sorry for, is that you don't love me, the way I love you" As I let the drapes fall back in place, A tear streams down my face. Praying this feeling of emptiness, is just a small hole in my heart; Instead of a gaping hole in my chest where you ripped my life and soul away from me.

Ghosts of past soldiers Their hearts like lions They're not just blank spaces These warriors are stamps on our generation The tongues of the guilty Are scratchy and broken, tired Many have survived this catastrophe Only to realize that life is bottomless Collapsing into loved ones Like the city onto itself We have been built so strong Just to fall apart The wind will never cease to blow Minds will be set on those Forced into torture Weak and helpless Under the spell of a killer Abused and brittle Although we are the victim The pain runs deep into all veins The eyes have never felt so dampened The bodies have never felt so

It was like walking on air, which was unfortunately not as great as it sounds. I kept choking up, and I had lost my train of thought, and whatever else had been in my mind before the shock had set in. I couldn't breath and I was swimming as fast as I could, but, it's hard to get anywhere when you're struggling as much as I was. I finally got to the surface, once you turned away from me. My breathing was so heavy it was weighing me down and I fell down to the ground. Which of course, caused you to turn around to me again and ask "Are you alright?" and my breath was gone again. I would love to go spinning down the hallways with you, your eyes

Your smile was as contagious as the common cold You wore that cap so well it was like the guilt written all over my face. When you touched my hand chills ran down my spine and I felt it in my bones I wish I could buy your teeth and wear your smile I wish I could caress your flesh with the skeletons kept in my closet I would watch as the pain kept your hairs standing up on end I would tie you up Latch you to my heart Keep me alive I would tell you As you answered everything that you once avoided The things that haunt you the most All the half-eaten hearts you've tainted Biting right down to the core To see whether they are rotten

Edges All we are, is leaves on a plain white, curtain. Brown eyes see that pattern in the mirror. While your noticing the simple things. You broke the barrier, with a little blue pen. Running across the page as if you don't exist. Your ice cold tears calm your hot temper. Paws pressed against red mattresses. That orange dog in my mind. The melancholy walls mock you, even though they're all the same. You hold your pinky up, as blood runs down your lips. The superficial, perfection, one women meets, while she's living in the bathroom. The highs and lows of this fabric daydream, make the faded stars shine. You rearranged thos

"Okay.  I'll be over Friday night then." "Thank you so much, Gerard.  I know a week is a long time, and I really appreciate you doing this for me." "You're welcome.  It's no big deal really.  Don't worry about it." "Okay, then.  Bye.  Thanks again." "No problem.  Bye." **************************************** "Ok Frank, listen.  Mrs. Higgenbotham will be here at dinnertime, so let her in when she comes." "Okaaay, uh & why is Mrs. Higgenbotham coming over?" Frank asked his Mother curiously as she hurried back to her room to finish packing her suitcases. "She's your babysitter for this week," his mother stated matter-of-factly, folding

Frank looked contentedly up at Gerard as he got up on the table and sang 'All I Want For Christmas Is You'. The guys cheered Gee on, and Frank quietly sang along. 'Gee baby....all I want for Christmas is you...' -- 'Hey Iero!' Gerard yelled at Frank, who was cheering on Ray and Bob as they played Donkey Kong. Walked over to Gerard. 'Yeah?' he said, looking into Gee's deadly eyes. 'C'mon', he said, grabbing Frank's wrist and pulling him under the doorway of the kitchen. He reached into his sweater pocket and pulled out a small red box, and handed it to Frank. 'Gee... you didn't need to-' 'Just open the fricken box.' Gerard insisted. F